God this whole break up shit hurts so fucking bad. I am just constantly haunted by the idea of never seeing you again. Knowing I won’t wake up next to you quietly watching me sleep. I will never come over to your house after getting off work and tell you about my day. I will never go on fun care free adventures with you again. What if I never find someone I feel the same way about? What if I made this whole fucking crazy decision and never end up finding someone who cares about me as much as you do.
